Random small rap

Life breaks you, leaves you lifeless and feeling like your all alone, but I know gods still watching so am I on my own? Walking aimlessly, I’m lost in my home, so many old feelings are awoken, the devil has spoken, is my anger provoking the evil side to me as a person, fake smile so you think I’m dealing with hurting? When really I’m broken apart, god I fall to my knees, and I ask when did this darkness start?.